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When i was little my mom told me that my dad was dead i didnt know who my dad was because i didnt think i had one but when i grew older like i think it was kindergarten when she told me he was dead and she told me he was alive in 4th grade so i grew up not knowing who my father was... then in 4th grade when i finally meet my dad i moved in with him my mom has been a big weed smoking fan and she still does it.... I am currently 15 && i am living with my dad.... My mom has a son now his name is Kevin Murday and he doesnt know who his dad is cause my mom is doing what she did to me to him which makes me very upset cause my mom has been either ingaged or married numerous times and my brother really doesnt know who to call dad and the guy she is with now is her longest marriage ever so i guess she has found the one his name is Ryan Smith and he has one son which his name is Austin Burkeen and he is 18 i think i cant remember he does hacking for the government on the computer.. well these days i wanna stay living with my dad but then again i wanna live with my mom but if i live with my mom then i will probably end up pregnant and on drugs i dont like that idea.